I Heart Faces is gearing up for Valentine's Day with a "We Heart Kisses" photo challenge. I just had to post one of my favorite "kissy" photos....



My Girl

When I asked him if he had them write that he said no, he just told them I was turning 29 and would like a lot of icing. He couldn't have been more right. I love that he knows the road to my heart is paved with butter cream icing (a trip the spa and a new ipod are pretty nice too). The cookie made me laugh, but it was also kinda' true. I am 29 and holding. Not in the sense that I never want to be 30 or anything like that...but, in the sense that I am doing my best to hold on to the moments that are right here in front of me. Some of those find me feeling a bit overwhelmed and exhausted, but they also find me feeling like maybe, just maybe this is exactly what life is all about. Two little lives that need you and a man that you are madly in love with, I couldn't ask for anything more...
For the year ahead I'm hoping I can hold on to all the little moments that really matter...let the ones that don't go...and treasure all that I've been given.
*Note to self: This is the year Carter picked out a "barking birthday card" for you. She had to have it and sang along with the dogs as they barked.

In other words if you're a guy, this blog posts NOT for you! I breastfed Carter for a whopping 13 months, but we got off to a really rough start. I was so sure that this time would be different. I just knew that things would go so much smoother. I was wrong. The last 10 days have been painful and I've thought more than once, "sure would be easy to just make a bottle". I think the issue was an improper latch initially (Carter's problem as well) and by the time I corrected it I has some nice sore "ninnies" as Carter likes to call them. Cracks in places there should not be cracks make feeding your baby like entering a torture chamber every few hours.
I think at this point things are looking up. But, being that so many of you are moms I thought what better place to ask for a little advice. What are your thoughts, tips, and pointers for getting through the "early stages" of breastfeeding. I'm determined not to give up, knowing that once you break through it really is an experience that I wouldn't trade for anything. So Ma-Ma's I'm all ears...

