Dear Carter,
This year is is hard to not spend just a little time reminiscing. As I sit here a little over 5 months pregnant with your sister I realize that exactly four years ago I began the same journey with you....What a trip. It is almost hard for me to believe that I spent the previous 24 years not knowing you. Your smile has become something I can't imagine living without, and all those years I never knew it was missing...
In the short time that you have been a part of our lives I have become dependent on seeing you flash me your grin everyday...I'm about as addicted to you as I am Diet Dr. Pepper!
Lately your smile, and every other part of you for that matter, has been seeming quite grown up. You are smart, energetic, and about 95% sugar with a kick of spice. That kick definitely keeps me on my toes (and can make me want to pull my hair out) but, it also means there is rarely a dull moment! Case in point our most recent hair cutting adventure!
For that exact reason I am even more thankful that I snapped these pictures of you at the beach on our last trip to San Diego. They are our last photos of you before you went all short and sassy on us. They also capture your sweet expressions in a very real way for me... 
And so, in the spirit of taking all these things and pondering them in my heart, here are just a few of the things I currently love most about you...
The way you say, "Let's go girrrlfriend!"

Your sweet little voice singing along to the music as we drive...
Your "Shake the Booty" dance...

The way you make sure daddy remembers to mention "no bad dreams" every night when we pray together...
The fact that some of your favorite things to do are help me. Be it washing dishes, making beds, dusting, taking out the trash (although you always put a pair of socks on your hands before that one)...

The random way you have of saying "I love you" at least 5 or 6 times a day...
God has taught me so much through you my sweet girl. When you look at me I see the way He loves us, endlessly and without condition.

While you were getting your hair cut the other day I cupped your sweet face in my hands to help you hold your head straight. After a while you looked at me and said softly, "I think I've got it Mommy..." And in a lot of ways you do, you can do so much all by yourself. But, I'm also glad you think you've got it...that means your still not quite sure. So you still reach for my hand when we walk into a new place...or ask me to help you talk to someone when you are feeling just a little shy. You're an independent little lady, but I'm so glad you still snuggle up in my lap and say things like "I love you with all my heart." I couldn't have said it better myself...Happy Birthday, I love you with all my heart right back. ~Momma